i wish these holidays would last longer. i seriously wish. i was starting to enjoy this lazy life, all day long in my jammies. and i was really starting to get creative and with good intentions to tidy up my room but i've got to get back to my routine tomorrow. already started packing and getting my stuff together so that i wont forget anything.
new year's eve wasn't as good as i wish it'd been. it was just.. fine. the atmosphere was amazing, just what i loved. but it was an atmosphere for friends, for crazy girls and for lovers. not for a girl with her parents, brother and two dumb guys! and i realized that i need fuel to dance freely. i need some alcohol pumping through my veins. yes, i do.
i still can't figure out if i'm meant to be lonely forever, if i don't want anybody even though i think i do or if i do want somebody after all. and that's just the eternal struggle with myself.. is this ever going to end?
now ladies and dudes, raise your glasses to ONE HELL OF A YEAR!
maria xx
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